Saturday, July 16, 2011

I've been feeling the need to kill myself? Please, help me.?

this is long but please read it, i really need help. One month ago I was one of the most popular girls in school. I was in the "popular" group. Me, and 5 other girls. They kicked me out of the group, and have been torturing me for a month now. They make me feel terrible about myself. I have very few friends now, mostly boys, and they're going around saying that I'm a s l u t for being friends with boys. I can't go to school in an outfit I like without getting made fun of, I also get statuses posted on facebook about me. They walk past me and say "eww" all the time. I get so many dirty looks. Whenever they see me with a girl that I recently made as a friend, they tell that girl that I talked so much about them, which I never did. I never did anything to them, and I've never felt so bad about myself in my life. It's getting to the point in which my mom asked me if I wanted to move, or go to a different school. They're bullying me, and i know it sounds immature, but I'm at my breaking point, and I cry everyday after school, I can't take it anymore, and I've tried to talk to adults but they just tell me it will blow over and be okay.. it won't.. and im scared. Im going to highschool next year and I have so many friends there, while they have bad reputations, and im scared they'll steal all my friends away from me. I'm young, but im scared and i dont know what to do anymore. please help

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