What do you think of this?

When I was 14, I remember whenever I was at church, I got annoyed & worried each time the pastor said, "Jesus is coming soon," or "We're now at the time of the end". And when my mom had Family Radio on- when the DJ said "...the love of Jesus Christ", I got annoyed and I said, "Eww!" to myself. My secret feeling was, "I don't want Jesus to come again. I hope his Second Coming never happens." And once I drew a cartoon of Christ's Second Coming. In the cartoon- I drew myself shooting Jesus with a tranquilizer gun at his Second Coming. I'm now in my 20's and now I'm agnostic.